what can i do

Second week of my new life,
It seems more free than the life before,
Everything here are fine,
My roomate okay, foods okay, facilities okay, friends okay.
I know quite a lot of friends, but this make me feel so difficult.
I don’t know which group to join,
Join this also bukan join that also bukan,
Seriously im si beh si beh pek cek now !
I don’t like the way you guys look at me,
I feel like im not the gang of you all,
please don’t let me have that feel, okay?
Im just try to know more people, that’s me,
Im a person that wish to have many friends.
I don’t know what can I do now,
I don’t know all, I just know that i miss you mum, I miss you ah haw, I miss you ah phin, I miss you ah men, I miss you ah kong, I miss you ee, I miss you ah tio, I miss you ah jie, I miss you ah mei, I seriously miss you all so much now.
I feel like gonna brust out my tears now, seriously.
I don’t know why, just feel sad like a shit now.
What can I do now?
Can I just cry out loud?